Sitting here, wondering, how should I write?
how much I wish it shouldn't end this way, that it shouldn't end at all,
It's not a dream to me, when what I felt is really true,
How much i wish it was a nightmare where I could wake up and things weren't this way.
but I wasn't living in a dream, because every single inch of my body feels this feeling,
it's tingling, it's beyond my control,
a feeling which I stand strong and fight with anyone who's in my way,
What i had felt before this, is as true as it can be,
everyday it's like rainbows and butterflies all around me,
but what i felt right now, i don't wish it could be true,
a feeling which i felt i'm strengthless and i couldn't move on,
I couldn't breath, and no matter what, I'll stand, or I'll crawl,
because of the one person that makes me true,
one person who changed my entire life,
and that one person who gave me something valuable, which is love...

Days

They say,
it takes a minute,
to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love em,
but an entire life to forget them..

I didn't think it was true at first, cause through relationships, most of it are the ones i really do love them, tho in the end, things just goes in separate ways... It wasn't hard as it sounds... The shortest time of me being single was just a few days, and past relationships wasn't that hurtful anymore..
Until i met this special someone, who fits the quote above.. Cause that's what i can't do right now... Reminiscing thru some old memories, pictures, and gifts together, waiting, and can't forget, forgiving and living on a thread...

Songs..=')

Every latest songs seem so nice to hear,
yet parts of every lyrics sounds so much like her,
and some sounded like what i felt like telling her,
some gave me strength to go on,
and some just brings me down,
some makes me tears,
and some even makes me reminisce,

hearing classical songs,
gives me time to calm,
but repeating itself seems so dumb,
how long can i keep myself calm?
when everyday i wish to hold her palm..